Secret Number Twenty Three: I love how he smells first thing in the morning.
It's been summer for a while, but frankly, I can't really tell.
For one, I'm working full time at the Day Care. That includes: Keeping the boys from killing each other over computers, trying to keep my own personal space as the clingy little girls spew their cheese-puff-scented questions in my face, keep myself from dozing off, and fill my food baby with junk food and soda. Sometimes I get to go on field trips, which I am always excited about. You'd find Shrek Four exciting, too, if you sat inside all day every day. Don't judge me.
Also, I'm taking summer school for a couple of weeks. Thanks to my potential future career in teaching and therefore, ETI (sorry, FTI now), I don't have room to take both Economics and Government together senior (yay!) year next year. So, bye-bye $125, hello Summer school. It's all on the computer and self-taught and self-paced. So I just sit there reading, copying, and pasting for three hours early in the morning. Then I proceed to speed through construction zones to work. :) (I only go five-seven over. Chill.)
As for LIFE, things are hectic and out-of-whack. The boyfriend abandoned me for church camp on Saturday night, and I've been crying and smelling his pillow since then. I know it's pathetic, but we've been together two years and have spent maybe a total of a month apart during those two years. It's hard, and I miss him. You know that saying, "you never know what you have, till it's gone"? Well, I want to find the grave of whoever said that, dig up their corpse, strangle it, and chunk it back into its hole in little bone pieces. Love sucks.
Also, it's been especially hard without Cody because my dad is giving me hell, and it's really stressing me out. No details, but I'm just sick of him. Cody was always the best at making me feel better about him.
I leave Thursday for Orlando, to enjoy the new WWHOP (Wizarding World of Harry Potter) with my sister and her fiance. I'm oober excited. :) Nerds are sexy.
"It's happiness by the Carton..." Commercial ad for Dreyer's Icecream. (No songs on)
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